At night, I can’t stop thinking about what is going to happen to me and my children

  • Nola Aniba Tito, 27, is one of the medical translators working in MSF’s health centre in Ofua 3 zone of the Rhino refugee settlement.
  • Originally from a town in the Equatoria region, she fled violence in South Sudan with her children in July 2016 and started working with MSF in March 2017.
  • As 86 per cent of all South Sudanese refugees in Uganda are women and children, Nola is one of the many female heads of household.
South Sudanese Refugees in Uganda

I was living with my two children and expecting another child. My husband was in Juba. In my neighborhood, everyone was fleeing because we were seeing child abduction, rape, looting, forced marriage and killing between tribes almost every day. Schools were attacked and children slaughtered like chicken. If people from the other tribe come, they kill everyone from the other tribe and leave their own tribespeople. Moreover, there was no access to health care, especially after many NGOs left the country.

One day, men knocked on the door of our house and threatened to open it. I was very scared so I didn’t open it, but instead carefully opened the window and saw them holding guns. I cried and shouted so much that neighbors came and the men just left. That’s when I decided to leave my home right away, without any belongings, just with my children and three of my brother’s children. My brother hasn’t been able to cross into Uganda. Even on the way to Uganda, there is fear of killing and violence and that is why he is still in South Sudan.

I was lucky to make it to Uganda. But upon arrival in the refugee settlement, we found no water, no food and no health services. Sometimes we had no water for more than a week. How can we live without any water to use and drink? I also had to walk a very long distance to the hospital outside the refugee settlement to deliver my baby, who is now seven months old. We left with nothing, not even a penny to buy food or to pay for transport to hospital. So the start of MSF health services in the settlement helped people a lot.

MSF also helped me in terms of job opportunities. After I was hired as a medical translator for MSF, my life changed. I used my earnings to build our house, and to buy clothes and vegetables for the children. Another good thing is that, during my time at work, I don’t have to think about all the problems I have. But at night, I can’t stop thinking about what is going to happen to me and my children. I am also scared that something bad could happen to me when I am sleeping. In the refugee settlement, there are cases of violence, abuse and rape, and being a female head of family is not safe. So, I can’t sleep until 2:00 or 3:00 in the morning.

Because people here don’t have enough food and water, and there is no work and nothing to do, they escape with alcohol, smoking and, eventually, violence. I know a 15-year-old girl who was raped in the refugee settlement and contracted HIV and hepatitis B. Some people even try to kill themselves and their family, saying that it is better to die than live in an inhumane situation, or they go back to South Sudan. I am also very concerned about my children’s future. If they don’t have opportunities to go to school, what can they do when they grow up? If MSF leaves here and I lose my job, how is my family going to live?

Additional testimonies

There are 86,770 South Sudanese refugees in Rhino settlement, located in the Arua District, northwestern Uganda. MSF has been working in the Ofua zones in Rhino since February 2017, operating a health centre with inpatient and maternity wards, and two health posts for outpatients. Some 70 per cent of the children admitted in the health centre have malaria, which is expected to increase during the upcoming rainy season. Given the high rate of sexual and gender-based violence cases, mental health care is also provided. MSF also has a community health surveillance team monitoring morbidity/mortality, nutrition, immunization needs and experience of violence.

One of the biggest issues in Rhino is access to clean water. To reach certain Ofua zones, water trucks have to drive more than one-and-a-half hours one way, which during the rainy season may be delayed or made entirely impossible. In March 2017, the refugee population in Ofua zones received, on average, 6.5 litres per person per day. MSF is providing an average of 70,000 litres per day, with work ongoing to drill boreholes to provide more water.