My life as a refugee in Malaysia: Paul's story

The following year, I wanted to run a residential activity camp for kids in the church. The Church leaders were worried, because they knew that the military were watching the building.

On the second day of the camp, I went out shopping to get some supplies. Whilst I was out, the military raided the building and arrested the Church Pastor and four others. Somebody managed to call me and tell me what had happened. They told me to hide, because the military knew that I was involved and had my address. I hid at a friends place for a week, during which time the military went to my family home and threatened my mum.

I just didnt know what to do. If I turned myself in, I could face a lifetime in jail. But I felt extremely worried for the others that were still in custody.

I went to the Senior Pastor for advice. He said that he would negotiate to get the others out, but that I should flee the country. I phoned my mum - she was crying all the time and couldnt really say much, but she knew that the best thing would be for me to leave.